Day One

So, my journey is officially beginning. No games. No more lying to myself. Time to be completely honest with myself. I have a lot of issues that I need to work through and all the games have done is drag me down. I am a people pleaser and have been all my life. It is what lead me to both of my marriages along with looking for a father figure that would not abandon me and would love me for me. Ever since I was little, I have been looking for that unconditional love. But what I didn't realize was that I had to have that unconditional love for myself before I could have or should have look for someone else. Now, I am on marriage number two and still have no clue who I really am or what I really want out of life. I have three beautiful children but they don't really respect me. I am unhappy in my marriage and seem to still be searching for that unconditional love and acceptance. Time to handle my emotional issues once and for all.